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i really impress with her,,,,itulah perkataan yang berombak2 dalam jiwa aq........umur bru setahun jagung..tp jiwa dya besar beb!...sangat.......emmm sng kata bg aku sangat berpatriotik...kalo semua budak2 mcm dya nescaya negara kita Jepun pun tabikk...rutin dya sebagai anak sulong,kakak kpd adik-adik yg agak kecil dan juga pelajar  bukan semudah yg didengar,,sungguh belom tentu aku dalam umur segini pun pasti bebal.....tp she very supportive both in her life or others....kdg2,dya kena tlg parents dya urus kedai sampai lewat malam, n dalam masa yang sama she has to finish her homeworks as well monitoring all his sisters...apa korang rasa?? tapi she still smile n done her job like usual.....begitulah dan seterusnya........the qualities i see...dya cekap dlm bekerja mcm owg dewasa,pemikiran pun luas......(kira duit pun laju,,,,,ha!) she also well in sukan n x payah cakap la byk mn pingat2,trofi2,sijil2........huh! aku pun jeles.....moreover her social cumunication pn bagus...dat why dya x rasa semuanya sebagai bebanan sebab dya bole interact dgn owg lain tanpa keraguan...likely everything is smooth bagi dya......all out semuanya somehow could be a remedy to recover all the inner pain......compelled to be a perfect or..let it come slowly with our effort...something unexpected akan berlaku.....bessnyer dye....kakak strive for success yer........you re superb girl....but dont be a superior yaaa!hahaha.......

people said...i learn.....

everlasting immortal..........

yea....orang kata usia mematangkan...yes! im totally agree.almost my life think bout that,how my life for the rest...kadang-kadang terfikir mcm mahu cepat  habiskan zaman ini (tragis jer,huhu 18-2+)....why? aku pun x tahu...maybe sebab i always spend my time alone? emmm....btw it wrong...it juz my assumption....fikir pya fikir aku rs aku terlalu gopoh dlm mencari kebahagian,keslumberan etc,(x bole bla)..itulah hukum alam...x semua yang kita rasa bagus itu bagus utk diri kita...yea,,we create our life but how to make it glitter and colourful?...dat why we  have to pass through dis  phrase...must! laluannya susah,tp dlam kesusahan ad kesenangan, aku yakin..its not guarantee my future will be easy too..so let me distress first, at least aku dah pernah rasa mcm mn susah...but people always misunderstood with despair n find another way to get something..bkn2 both ada kelemahan n kelebihan,,,,kita x tahu mcm mn kehadapan naty,,,so jgn cepat melatah...should wait n see...jadi....semakin masa berlalu membawa bersama usia aku yg semakin cepat meninggalkan aku...aku rasa yang terbaek! aku kena bersedia...preparation to reach ultimate satisfaction...tp mustahil ada kepuasan hakiki dlm dunia yg fana ne....so cari jgk lah sedikit sebanyak pun sebagai wasilah utk kesana......di sanalah kepuasan yg sebenar-benarnya.....yeah3!!! learn more crying more....haha!!!!

procrastination around me huh.....!!!

lama- lama kalo dibiarkan mmg melarat...aduh!!!! here some tip how to avoid it...

Go to a library and sit at a big desk that is well lit with only the things you need for studying

Your studying/workspace is your sanctuary, if it's cluttered you'll find it hard to think straight. Keep it clean and neat.

Try to avoid listening to your I-Pod, texting, bringing your computer or anything else that can distract you from what you need to get done.

Make sure your eating a healthy meal before you start working, this will allow you to concentrate and not worry about your hunger.

Coffee is a great aid, but should be consumed in moderation.

Bring healthy snacks in case you get hungry.

Take periodic 5 minute breaks every hour.

so simple kn..aku pn masih mencuba..ap lg!!procede on it......actually evrything is hard for the beginning...but some change  must be try...people what they are......