Friday, December 17, 2010

yeah..yeah..yeah...dia dh pegi meninggalkan kesan yg aq kta x brpa mdlm laaa....no talks or eyes glance...huhuhuhu..never mine lah...firstly aq qasa mmg slh aq,,n jauh d lubok ati mmg ada gak rs bslh....for sure....tp pikir2 blik kn.. i ve right to do that,,,n dya pn pya hak nak wat cm 2,,,acc masing2 kn...tp yg x brpa sdp cara dya 2,,,,,quite annoying compare to her...opppps!!........come on la........our earth is always round kot....pusing2 muka ne jgak yg nk kna tgk.....be a matured person plez..btol gak ap yg hmba Allah 2 kta ...wat bnda x pikir dh kesan lps 2...dh 2 trus serang aq smpi aq x dn nk telan ayaq liur kot...kot ya pun tya la slow2 jgn dok ikot perasaan amarah yg sntiasa dtunjang syaitan laknatullah 2....yea,, u ve a lot of problem n stimes  it also come from u..right....it ur bizz n i never want to mind ur...so find the best way la how to solve it,,,,yea,,mmg aq x layak nak bg nasihat sbb aq pn x bp nk btol,,,tp kalo ap yg aq ckp ne ad yg btol ap slhnya rndahkn ego utk trima....ap yg pntg respectivity  n show the well mannered to others akn mbuatkan org selesa dn bknya lama2 jd knfus mcm aq.....jd  inilah solusi yg aq tpaksa pilih,,,,,titik!!!!! sng.....aq pn x yah nk wat pro n con aq sdiri.....kalo ikot kelancangan mu kt owg yg aq sgtttttt syg lah,,,,dn dya pn dh x dk kt DUNIA ne lah n  dya pn dlu salu care gila2 sal mu lah,,,,,,,mmg x brapa ad maaf utkmu........tp aq pn manusia biasa yg sntiasa ingin mcari redhaNya,,,so....it ok but  for the last tyme.......dh la 2.... learn how to accept kelemahan diri org lain dn bljr mperbaiki kelemahan diri sdiri.......n frankly aq x reti nk wat2 kering mcm x ad ap yg blaku n itu klemahan aq....i admit.... tp i will try to find the solution as u too maybe........akhir kalam......im sory..n i know our direction after this for sure will change.......::)

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

oh mama


IBU
Ibu…
Kini aku tahu
Kesabaranmu
Ketabahanmu
Kecintaanmu


Ibu…
Kini aku rindu
Masakkanmu
Senyumanmu
Belaianmu

Ibu…
Aku tak akan lupa
Kebaikkanmu
Jasamu
Nasehatmu
Ibu…
Ternyata kau adalah segalanya bagiku
Kuharap kasihmu abadi selama-alamanya untukku


(egat sng ke nk jd ibu, tp sng je kta nk lukakn hati ibu......)


;)

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

opppsss...it nothing

act aq takut bhadapan ngn kenyataan,,,tp nk wat cm mn tulah knyataan,,,,fact ve to face...being a loser smtimes very irritated...how to escape from feel that such suck feeling needed me to be a pretended person....for me it ok be pretend initially so our intention to change will come... slowly n slowly....as long ad sekelumit rsa from deepest our heart nk berubah......yeah,,,,aq akn cuba,,,,dan aq sntiasa keep these words" im own n owe myself"..for sure i ve right on me..but still owe till the end with Him......aq sgt setuju bla owg kta idup ne mcm ats pentas....kalo dgr mmg akn kta direct gna ayat ne,,,then wat derk..aq pn sm la dlu...tp bla aq pikir blik..n imagine,,,kalo kt ats pntas bla ms lma mn pn kt ats stage tu,,,lastly kta akn bhenti jga...it juz an acting and then back to the normal life...mcm la kta kt bumi ne,,,,aggap je cam ats pentas n will back to our destiny for sure...if our acting is good..we will get.the precious n unexpected rewards,,,,,,,so nk x nk aq kna la sntiasa motivated mcm mn nk jd manusia yg sebetulnya...mlaupn kdg kala terslip jgk,,,,,it ok,,juz a normal proses n challenging to reach the perfection....oh yeah,,,,,hahahaha,,,,mcm2,,,,,,,

Monday, December 13, 2010

it juz start.....

when we talk about life.....yeah education will be the first....place in good university will be the main aim,stimes we too snobby to follow the others without care about our ability n need...it true when people said,,why u cant if the the others can do...it true but for me, everyone re different n deserve on their life....moreover be ourself shoud be truly understand.....surely we want smthing benificial for ourself...but if the word be ourself will ruin us,,it is true?? likes postpone wearing the hijab......so stand on ur target,,ignore what people say as long as ur way still remark to syarak n procede until ur get what u want.........if u ve start....juz go on,,,,n i ve it.....